I know it just feels like we just pissed away our historyĪnd just today, I looked at your picture, almost hate to say
I ain't pointin' fingers, heaven knows there never been a saint Guess it pours, yes it does, wish there wasn't any painīut I can't pretend there ain't, I ain't placin' any blame There are just too many things to explain, when it rains Hey, wish there was a better way, for me to say itīut I swear on everything, I'd do anything for her on any day Think about her every day, we just could never get it together I still love your mother, that'll never change Hailie this one is for you, Whitney and Alaina too I'd never get to make it right, so here's what I came to do I think about the things I would never got to say to you Shit it just hit me that what if I would notta made it through? I'ma do it just for Proof, I think I should state a fewįacts 'cause I may not get a chance again to say the truth Swear when I come back I'ma be bulletproof
I M GOING THROUGH CHANGES LYRICS PLUS
I ain't slowin' down for no one, I am almost homeward boundĪlmost in a coma, yeah, homie, come on, don't look nowĭaddy, don't you die on me, daddy, better hold your groundįuck, don't I know the sound of that voiceįull of tubes, plus somehow I'm pullin' through I just take a couple more, yeah, you're motherfuckin' right Of the first tour, the last tour, he was still aliveĪnd it hurt sore, fast forward, sleepin' pills'll make me feel alrightĪnd if I'm still awake in the middle of the night I sit alone in my home theater, watchin' the same damn DVD I'm startin' to live like a recluse and the truth isįame startin' to give me an excuse, to be at a all time low You'd be, you'd be an animal too, if you were trappedĪnd everybody's lookin' at you, what you want me to do? That's understandable man but just think how bananas My friends just can't understand this new me (But I just keep on going through changes) It's in their best interest to protect their investmentĪnd I just lost my fuckin' best friend, so fuck it, I guess then Now I'm poppin Vic's, perks and Methadone pillsįuckin' drug dealers hang around me like yes manĪnd they gon' do whatever I says when, I says it He wouldn't fuckin' shoot at, nobody, he fights firstīut dwellin' on it only makes the night worse They say Proof just flipped out, homie just swift out and bust Know you just had your heart ripped out and crushed It become a problem you're too pussy to tackle, get upīe a man, stand, a real man woulda had this shit handled Marshall, what happened at you? Can't stop with these pills Yeah, dad's in a bad mood, he's always snappin' at you I lock myself in the bedroom, bathroom, nappin' at noon I'm afraid if I close my eyes I might see her, shit I give a fuck, only thing I fear is Hailie I can't stand what I look like, yeah, I look fat, but what do I care? I'm hatin' my reflection, I walk around the house tryin' to fight mirrors Going through peaks and valleys, dilly dallyingĪround with the idea of ending the shit right here
Too weak, 2 weeks I've been having ups and downs When inside, I'm dying, I am finally realizing I need help On leaving this world, this evening, even my girlsīut I can't, why do I act like I'm all high and mighty I apologize if all that I sound like, is I'm complainingīut life keeps on complicating and I'm debating I feel like I'm losing control of myself, I sincerely
Lately I really, feel like I'm rolling for like Philly
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